Another day in the dark

I sit here thinking to myself be positive, don't let it get you down. Sometimes it's like a dark cloud over my head. Will I ever get published? I say yes, because it would be an awful waist of talent if not. I was born to write, I been doing it since I was 9 years old. Most of which got lost over the years of moving with my mom or it was just plain ruined by water damage and things like that. My novel took 15 years to write. For one from working full-time hour and having a big family. Two, I had to start over 3 times. The first time I wrote it, I put it on tablets,  which were ruined by water damage, which happen in one of my moves with my wife. Then I started again a few months later on our computer. I got 150 pages done and the hard drive fried out, smoke rolled out the back! It took about a month before I would write anything, I almost gave up all together. I found a typewriter at a second hand store and started over. About ten typewriters later I finally finished the book. It's been two and a half years since I finished and it's still not published. I guess that's a good start, I'll rant about the publishing world next time.
                                                          Jeremy Main Sr.