Life

Life is so precious, and we take it for granted everyday. Like it is not the gift that it should be. Like it would be here no matter what. Only in the idea of a child, a baby, do we even consider it. An unspoken, secret of the adults of the world. Like cancer, we whisper the words in hopes to avoid such atrocities as a baby dieing or or a miscarriage. I find myself in a place of hate for those who propel these things with their arguing and fighting around those mothers to be. Times when my voice in screams can't stop all the verbal violence around them. To hide them in a bubble of safety, away from the world of hate and despair. It's almost as if they are ignorant to those around them, like no one else matters. I would rather die, then to see one of my grand babies disappear like so much dust in the wind. My mind goes to a place of destruction for those I'm thinking of, with my hands around their necks until their last breath escapes from their bodies. I will never change the way I feel, but the that are around will change or they will be like dust in the wind to me. I have no sympathy for the ignorant and I never will. Until next time.

                                                              Writer in Limbo

      

The need to be more

Don't we all feel it? The deep seeded need to be more than what we see in the mirror? You stand there for a moment, lean against the sink and think. Not for any certain reason, but you just stop and wonder. I can see you talking to yourself, when no one is around. Asking yourself questions or just pumping up your day. Trying hard to push yourself to that next accomplishment or just trying not to cry. We all have done it, weather you will admit it or not. The person you see in the mirror is the only one that can get you where you want to go in life. It's about a choice, to keep fighting for it everyday or walk away. Whatever you do, remember this, no matter where you go or what you do, the one in the mirror will always be there. The one you can't lie to or get away from. We will always have that need to be more, but is the need enough for? So remember this, if you don't put in the work, you might as well forget it. And waisted talent is the worst part of looking in that mirror, because you know it could have been you. Until next time,      Writer in Limbo                                                                                                                                        

The Social Network

I feel and so many more out there feel a need to be on the social network because of the connection you get around the world. The conversations that you wouldn't have in a million years out on the street. I have talked to people all around the world and it amazes me still. A whole other place to go when you feel socially unexceptable to all those out there when you walk out the door. Some would say it sounds very inpersonal, but it's not. It can be as personal as it gets on a variety of subjects. A way to make someone feel a little better about the loss of a loved one or just to cheer them up from the day to day madness. A way to get your name out there or find someone you haven't talked to in years. It is a gateway to the human emotion that you won't see when you don't know that person. They seem to let it all hang out and reach for that contact they may not be getting, where ever they are. Human interaction is important to us all, in one form or another. So if you have not tried it yet and have a problem talking to people in person, come see what it's all about. It might just change your life and give you a new aspect on life. Until next time.
               
                                                         Writer in Limbo

( E-Book ) I Could Be Killing You

That's right, it's finally out and time for me to tell you all about it. Journey with a man being put to death, as he gives you the one thing you never get, ( THE WHY ). You see, in real life when there is a murder you get everything, but the why. Where they were killed, when it happen and how they were killed, it all eventually comes out. You don't however get the why in no uncertain terms.You might get some bullshit reason, but it will never really be the truth. Even the serial killers thru out history that have been interviewed, only tell lies about it for the most part. Well that's exactly what I have given you in my new E-Book. Go on an adventure in the mind of a serial killer, while he pulls no punches. Taking you to a place in your own mind that you have never been. Be there for every drop of blood, and it doesn't stop until the very last page. You will find yourself drawn in by his words as the first chapter gets started and before it's over a body will drop. The first chapter, ( A Bit of Blood ) is just the beginning of a body count that gets into the 50s. Some chapters have more bodies than others, but it is all in different ways. Every place he goes is on a map and you can follow along to places you have been and roads you have drove down. It has everything you would want in a book to peak your interest. It is very, very unpredictable which is hard to find. It's an adventure you will love to be on and a roller coaster of emotion along the way. It's a thriller and a chiller, as the hair stands up on the back of your neck. There is love, lust, sex, and weed within these pages. And when the man himself speaks to you, don't be surprised when you answer. Remember this though, if you get mad, he must be right! There is multiple killers and more than one serial killer. It has many levels of evil that you won't see coming, including some of your own. It will change your reality forever and change the way of how you look at those around you. You see every serial killer in history had neighbors, just think about that and maybe my book might save your life some day. In the beginning you may hate him, but in the end, I believe you will be cheering for him. One way or another, you have to read it to know. If you would like to purchase it, www.MainInk.com  
Well until next time,
                                                               Writer in Limbo 

How far would you go?

It's a good question for you all. Of course it depends on what your talking about, but the question still stands. For me at the moment, it has to do with my grand babies. Imagine someone taking your kids or grand kids to a place you know would put them in danger. To a place filled with crackheads, hookers and drug dealers. In a place like Dallas, Texas. Where they use to be famous for cowboys, the Texas Rangers and the football team. Now the city is overflowing with drug addicts and hookers. I find it insane that any person in their right mind would walk right into that situation on purpose. Isn't there enough bad stuff happening to children in other countries, let alone my grand babies being lead into that. So the question still stands, how far would you go? Myself, I would lay my life on the line and take a bullet for them. That's how much they mean to me. I would do anything to keep them safe. How far would you go, will enter your mind when the time comes, so you better be prepared for the cause and affect. If it came down to your life and someone elses, how far would you go to be the last one standing? Growing up I found myself staring down the barrel of a gun more than once and out numbered too. Back then I had to fight back to survive, now I choose to, because it's the right thing to do. Like I said, think about it and you will figure out, how far you will go. Until next time.

                                                               Writer in Limbo

Survivor/ Coltin leaving

I got to tell you, I am a big time Survivor fan and I was never so glad to see someone leave the show. He is the kind of person that would get his ass stomped on the street. He is openly gay from Alabama, from a small town. I bet he hides at home living with his parents. He talked so much crap to all those people on the show, because if you punch someone, they eject you from the show. The show is about the total game, not just about how much you can stab people in the back or talk crap in their face. It's about fighting to win the challenges and rewards. Contributing to your tribe around camp and to gather food. I thought he was the worst player in the history of Survivor. Watch all the episodes of this season and you will agree. He did squat around camp, sided with the girls off the bat and then tried to run the game. His tribe should have blindsided him, he was never even going to play the idol. And in the end, he was so selfish, he didn't even give it to another person in his tribe. What kind of person does that? The kind that doesn't want people judging him because he is gay, but at the same time he will judge you for every flaw. What happen to him is called Karma, what goes around, comes around. Well until next time.

                                                            Writer in Limbo

Writer in Limbo: What the future holds

Writer in Limbo: What the future holds: I see it as a two sided sword. Will we kill ourselves with it, by continuing to destory the only planet we have. Strip it to the bone so our...

Writer in Limbo: What the future holds

Writer in Limbo: What the future holds: I see it as a two sided sword. Will we kill ourselves with it, by continuing to destory the only planet we have. Strip it to the bone so our...

What the future holds

I see it as a two sided sword. Will we kill ourselves with it, by continuing to destory the only planet we have. Strip it to the bone so our future looks like one of those Sci-Fi movies, were everything looks trashed and dirty. Is that what we choose as a race, for our future generations? Or is there another way? All signs point to yes if we choose so. Through out our history, the jump in our humanity and intellegence has grow in leaps and bounds. Think back to the cavemen up to the middle ages, a huge  jump, but we were still very baebaric. From there jump to the cowboy days, going from canon fire to gun fire and many more inventions to. Now from then to the point we are now, wow what a jump. Look around you everyday and you will see humanity. On the television, with all the disasters, we are ready to jump in and help. We don't just march our soilders forward and hope they are not killed by canon fire or arrows. We try to feed the hungry,not only in this country, but many others to. Right now there is a rally of people on the internet try to get the government to do something about a piece of crap in Africa named Joseph Kony. He is kidnapping the children of Africa and selling them into slavey. The little girls only 7 or 8 years old and they our making sex slaves out of them. The little boys are made into soilders. Imagine your 8 or 9 year old boy being forced to fight with a gun in his hand. Yes as a species we can still show that evil side, but as a whole race we have become more humane then any other time in history. If the rest can find some simblance of peace, maybe we can all help our world prosper. More alternative power sources would really help save the planet. I have a plan myself to save the world and it's small town America that will do it. If I had a chance to speak to the President and he gave me budget money to get started, in ten years time I could help wipe out all that money we owe and help get our economy back on track. My book will be out this coming month, it's an E-Book, so maybe I can get famous and his to talk to him then. Either way we should all start to do our part to save the planet, it's the only one we got. Until next time.

                                                               Writer in Limbo

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The E-Book Revolution

At first I thought, what a rip off to the printed word. Like diving into three inches of water and expecting to be okay. I love the feel of a traditional book, the smell of the written word. And I would never want to see it completely disappear, but things will always move forward, whether you like it or not. I think of it now as a revolution of my word and all the others trying to put out a descent book. My first novel, my master piece of unpredictability will be an E-Book next month. To be published even by my own start up company Main Ink. com is a great accomplishment. By the end of spring, I would have started my own revolution! A fan base that will circle the globe. My blog is already read around the world in places like Romania, England and even Russia. I have been waiting all my life to start this revolution and now is the time. If you read my book it will change your reality forever, unlike most predictable, boring and over descriptive books. No one needs to know that much about dirt, an old home or every piece of peeling paint! My only warning is this, once you start reading, you won't want to stop.

                                                            Writer in Limbo

Back from the dead

Does the future only last the next few seconds? If so, what will you do with it? Think about that the next time your ready to explode into a rage or destroy a good moment just to be an ass! Life is surreal with all that it has shown me, and that leaves me with one true belief, with as many times as death has had it's hands around my throat, there is no way things will all end in december. Not to long ago I was dead, for longer than any one person should have been. I was in a coma and the first thing most think is brain damage or vegtable. The longer your gone, the more they think your not coming back. That's one good reason to be a donor though, I am. You can't take it with you, and you just might save a life. Well two days later I opened my eyes and I'll never be the same again. Thanks to those who sent their prays, I think God may have heard you all. Thank you all,
                                                      Writer in Limbo
                                                              Jeremy Main Sr.